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[02 May 2007|07:01pm] |
fob are pissing me off.
hxc.
pwentz should stfu.
kthnx.
xx!
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[17 Apr 2007|11:23am] |
Mum didn't feel like taking me to school today.
...I'm totally gonna pass year 12.
:/
xx!
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[12 Mar 2007|12:31am] |
I wish everything was easier. I wish I could sleep.
The words don't go together the way they used to.
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[09 Jan 2007|03:59pm] |
I feel ultimately defeated today.
My dead! hoodie came though. And that messenger bag that I can never use outside of the house apparently. Unless I feel like dying.
Sigh.
Shit, eh?
xx!
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[09 Jan 2007|11:38am] |
Whoa! intense.
Sunday/Monday adventures went radly.
Mim and I in the city being "cool".
The tram driver sang to us. It was funneh.
xx!
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[24 Dec 2006|11:39am] |
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Pfft, I'm pretty much ready to give up on this whole internet thing.
It's full of lies. I'm over it.
It turns out I can't win anywhere.
I'm playing Christmas Carols loudly to piss everyone off.
Cop that scrooges!
Christmas FTL btw.
forealz.
xx!
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[24 Nov 2006|03:35pm] |
Actually, no. Fuck that.
I am not afraid. I will never be afraid again.
I'm going to live my life how I feel and I will not give a shit what people think of me. I have the poeple I know love me for who I am and don't judge me for my quirks or flaws or any of that shit.
My days are infintely boring. But I"ll get over it.
I will use my *cough* incredible *cough* imagination to fill the time. Write some stories or something.
PSssht. I lost my way again.
Me and Stacey talked about my picnic, but we kinda lost interest. But it will involve pink.
Myep. Sigh.
xx.
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[24 Nov 2006|03:20pm] |
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Well. It's been a while.
School's finally finished, but now I just don't know what to do with myself. Having no daily responsibilities and no work to do or anything sounds like a great idea in theory, but there really is just nothing to do.
Taking myspace photos just doesn't fill in the time like it used to.
I've been spending too much time analysing my life, when really there isn't all that much to analyse. I think about my crippling lack of social life, and how "proud" I am of the work I've done on my Myspace and realise that I am in fact; boring. And I can't run away from that. Listening to The Black Parade on repeat isn't helping me all that much either. Don't get me wrong, I adore that album with so much of my heart but the fact that it makes me realise so much is kind of draining. Especially when I listen to songs like "Famous Last Words" and my heart just aches. It's telling me so much, and making me think so hard about everything and I want to believe it's true. That I am not afraid. But I just cant be sure if it is or not.
I mean, it's true that I have gotten so much better lately. And I have a select few people to thank for that, but the whole meaning of existence hasn't sunk in to me yet.
Ugh. I've lost my flow now.
I shouldn't have made that toast.
Fuckballs.
xx.
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[17 Nov 2006|03:57pm] |
I met Davey Havok.
:D
Pretty much rad, eh?
I also met Hunter and Adam.
Which made me happy.
...Even though Adam kinda ignored me. But he was busy signing crap for people so that's ok.
AFI was awesome. I don't know how I couldn't be excited. They sounded perfect and they were really nice afterwards.
I didnt even mind waiting an hour and a half to see them. Lolz.
Actually, I didn't even notice we'd been waiting that long. So all was good.
Tonight I'm going to that other concert.
The Make Poverty History one. This one I'm really not looking forward to much. But Stacey invited me and she's really excited so I'm going to enjoy it just for her. We are going to go and be ultra festive and it will be grand.
:D
x_x
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[15 Nov 2006|02:13pm] |
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I'm starting over.
Again.
Things are going to be different this time.
Yep.
Today, I had my second last exam. Media. I fucked it up too. But that's ok 'cos i fuck up pretty much every exam. Especially media. It's pretty much my worst subject.
It was a bit awkward. 'Cos Len decided to sit right near me. So I couldn't look to the left.
Then when I got home I watched LOTMS.
Oh the rofling I did. I miss watching that. It reminds me how human they are. But at the same time they're still so magical.
I'm not sure how they're "magical" but I know that there is something special there that makes them different and amazing and all-knowing. Lolz.
AFI tomorrow. I should be more excited than this.
But they aren't exactly one of my favourite bands. I know hardly any of the songs and I'm more than likely to just get kicked in the head again or something. 'Cos I'm so fucking hardcore like that.
Hmmm. I wish I had something more interesting to say.
Writing about my real life kind of doesn't have quite the outcome I thought it would.
Siiigh.
Oh well.
It might get better.
x_x
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